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Friday, June 16, 2006

don ponder over "should have"
we would all always say we should have done this
we should have done that
but why do we still ponder these "should have"
when we all know clearly that its the past
and that nothing gonna turn back time
we all should just look forward
time waits for no man
everyone knows this saying
and its really true.
what you had lost would not come crawling back to you
what you have to do is to buck up for now.
why live in the past?
live your life looking forward for the next day
and not live it looking back at the past
wats done in the past, is already a past
dont let fear, past failures hold you back

"No one other than ourselves know what can truly make us happy."

yes i know mr mj. i know you can see through
yes i cant bluff through you
yes i know.
you had it all spot on.
yes you know what i am thinking
what i am feeling. but
i don't know. i really don't know
i want to. but i don't know whether i can.
doubts.
easier said then done
i know you have faith in me
but i don have.
you say that i have the calibre to be
but i say to you,
i have little faith.

but nevetheless
yes i will listen to you.
wat target you want me to reach, i shall reach it
reallywanna get it asap
am really really eager

sometimes i really wish to shout it out
whenever i am in the room.
but i just cant
i no longer am there
a litter out of place you must say
but... nvm.

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

He laid down his life for all our sake
The blood he shed
the wound that he suffered,
no one knows how much pain He suffered
for our sake, for us
No one would sacrifice so much for us
But He did. He did it all for us.
He went through the pain, the humiliation willingly
took away all sufferings
He paid the price for us

His body was given up for us
His blood He shed was for forgiveness of all our sins.
He is Jesus, the son of the Holy God.

remember that when the world hates you
remember that they had hated Him first.
No servant is greater then his Master.

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

it first felt weird when i got back
it was just like i was total stranger
in a total weird place
i didnt like the feeling
neither did i like the atmosphere
i am sure i will be back to fight
and i know am ready now
to fight for my recognition again
i would not leave the past as it is
but continue to strive
and be the one everyone talk about
again
i'm not gonna just stay as i am anymore
i am gonna try to strive for what i had miss out
the time i had lost
i am gonna fight and show the rest that
Audrey is back into action again
i have made up my mind.

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this is so true of a woman's heart. HAHA

Sunday, June 11, 2006

God above
you hold my world
i see in you
my life unfold
your face that shines
this path of mine
with you i walk
my friend and guide
Oh what can i do to seal
This union i have with

you, you are the God who will save
Cling onto all that you say
And for always
You, covered my life in your grace
darkness you turn into day
when you gave your all away

today church service was really awesome
its something i long to go evey sunday
Church its a place where the presence of God is really strong
where God starts to move into you..
where God starts to show you a vision for your life
He would show you his promises for you
His promises of eternity
His promises of better health, better of everything.

He showed me the direction
He showed me the way
and now, his words remains in my heart
He showed up whenever i am down
He showed up whenever i am in need
He had never left me
He was always there by my side
was there ready to guide you
He paid a huge price for me on calvary
For all we sin,
He took it all
He is my God, my almighty God,
He is my Father.

O lord heavenly God father
as i bow down before you right now
i want you more than anyone else in this world
may the presence of God come unto me
i want to love you with all my heart
with all my soul.
i want to feel your presence.
Lord, i want to serve you
i come before you, to commit myself
allow me to grow in my commtment with you
speak to me Lord
for all i want in this whole world, in this life time is you
i have never regretted knowing you Lord
and i wont regret yesterday today tomorrow or in the future
for my love for you have grown deeper and deeper with each passing day
everyday as i sing the praise to you
i sing it with all my heart
Lord with bended knees
i kneel down before you
come into my life Lord
i want you more than anything in this world
i need you more than anything in this world
Lord, i give my all to you for all of you
take all of me
move in your power, Lord
Lord, you are my heart's desire
i yearn for your presense
i yearn for your annointing
thank you for everything you have done in my life
thank you everything
Lord you showed your pleasure
by showing up everytime i needed you
you shown up again today by the power of God
O Lord,help me to grow in the next level
help me to grow to be like Jesus, like Daniel, like Esther
to be the light of the world
Lord i am not afriad to be engage in this world
Come move in me
change my life Lord.
I pray all this in Jesus name,
Amen.

i wanna know you more
God in heaven you are all i need.

i leave all my past behind
closer to you Lord
thats all i want

i could feel the presence of God today
its 2:49 am now and i could feel him within me.

Come take all of me
make us your light for all of us to see
change this world we live in
let your power in
you are my heart

you show up everytime i call for you
took away all my physical tireness.
took away all my sorrows
show me to the right direction
for you are my father
my holy father

the greatest experience is not to receive love
but to give love.